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Thursday, April 22, 2004
i moved here!
lost for words. 8:24 PM
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
starry eyed surprise

stars adorned the sky, ive never seen stars so beautifully sprinkled on a singapore sky. makes me think of tioman. my escape paradise. :)

once again, i find myself wit my friends, dancin' the night away
it's like the party neva ends
then again we don’t want it to stop, cuz tonights the night



lost for words. 10:52 AM
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
freedom at my feet

forever, forever you'll stay in my heart
and i will love you forever and ever
we never will part and i will love you
together, together that's how it must be
to live without you could only mean heartbreak for me


yay its all over and we got second! :) im really happy for us. but i just couldnt summon the energy to be ecstatic yesterday.. im sorry dears. but im really glad and relieved. we din let the house down. we din let the people we love down. we din let shuwei down! cov and fus came to support! gosh im so touched. i tout no one whud come. haha. *hugs u all tightly* next year we shall go back and have curry noodle together k. :P yayyyy i can finally go for recess. :D ohh my dears. did u all miss me? haha. mwah. i missed u all so much!

went to breko wif fus cov and lenn after sports day. really funky cuz we met nanami too! and she told us all about her childbirth. freaked me out really. and to think i wanted to have 4 kids. *frowns* and she look so much better haha. so happy for her. :) hope we could get together again soon!

i saw a certain someone.. and that certain someone made me :) .

p/s thank you darlings and friends for all the support and blessings! thank you all just for being there. :)
lost for words. 12:50 PM
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Saturday, April 17, 2004
on a lighter note

yup im a strong girl again! *winks at trish* i am now enlightened. and i will stand strong. and wait for love's return. :)

anyhows. today is the big day! big big BIG!! today is the day we represent blue house to compete in our yearly inter-house cheerleading competition. doesnt it sound grand? haha i thought so too. :D we're all gonna be decked out in our pretty skirts and pretty hair. *smiles even wider* just give our best okay! show the people what we've got. and guess what? we've got everything. haha. doesnt matter what the ending is like. just know that we walked this road proudly and we made it here already. we made it here. :) and i love every single one of you. and i love the comm too. TO BITS AND PIECES! lets show dem our blue house spirit! ROAR.


lost for words. 8:35 AM
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
excruciating pain

ive never felt pain this way.. pain that wont go away.. no matter how hard i try.. how many times i repeated in my mind that i will be strong.. it just wont go away.. i lost my appetite.. i lost my will to strive.. lost my will to study.. lost my will to live.. i just want to hide.. hide from the outside world.. hide from this cruel world.. no matter what i do.. things wont be the same anymore.. i understand.. but i just cant let go.. why must things end up this way.. its all my fault.. and theres nothing i can do to redeem myself..

vaune i need you.. i need your encouraging words.. i need ensurance.. those words give me hope.. gave me the strength to fly.. but the higher i fly.. the harder i fall.. its so ironic.. what am i to do.. what am i to do...

looking at you turn away from me.. its hell.. i wanna burn in hell....
lost for words. 6:44 PM
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living in self denial

ive given up.. given up hope.. vaune i wish you luck okay.. you succeeded and i didnt.. but i'll always be here to remind you and to talk. dont forget me... i hope you'll be happy.. love is not about possessing.. i must remember that.. remember that.. the pain will pass and i'll be happy again. i'll find another man and i'll move on.. i refuse to lose in this game of love.. i refuse.. i'll stand strong.. fuck you all.. i will..... i will never lose faith in love.. every relationship will be like my first and my last.. i'll forget the past and start anew.. who needs you... i dont.. i dont i dont i dont.. i'll love fiercely and passionately.. i'll not draw back.. i'm not afraid of getting hurt.. i just need to know that ive given my best and even if it din work out.. i know that i din let myself down. hit me with your best shot. no one can destroy me.... no one will......

she makes me think of lightning in skies
she's sexy
how else is god supossed to write
she's sexy
move, she wants to move
but you're hoggin her, you're guarding her




lost for words. 12:58 PM
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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
rest needed

yup.. i need rest! went to tioman island for the weekend. really funky place. the water is clear.. the fishes are pretty.. the corals are beautiful.. the sun is hot (too hot for my comfort). we went snorkeling and kayaking. fun fun fun. i really wish i din have to come back.. escape the hectic pace of urban life and reside at the peaceful and beautiful island. we went to visit the pub over there too.. toxic beach bar. the people there are goodlooking and friendly. rocks. jus rocks. me and my aunt talked our hearts out.. its been sucha long time since i was able to share what i felt.. what i felt for you..

when i got back. i recieved balloons from a certain someone. thanks ever so much. it has always been a dream.. to get balloons like theres. thank you again. :)

been having cheer pracs. tired tired. painful elbow. painful ankle. its getting more and more stressful. im having trouble smiling. wont you come over and plant a smile on my face? sigh. sports day is this saturday. i really wish all of us will commit okay? ever minute and every second of our time to cheer. its the last lap. lets not give up now. and we did something for shuwei today. haha really cute and sweet. must be touched okay shuwei! we're doing all these for you. we really are. have faith in us. :)
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